in very large consequences.
In capoeira met the best people I've met in my entire life. Welcomed me into their lives with love and curiosity.
Thanks to them, my mother and my uncles, I am where I am, I sacrifice them and study other things, to support the safety of my family and strong friendships I could focus and encourage me.
months elapsed and I fell in love. Finally, after so many years I felt those butterflies, those nerves, the impulse of love, did not want to fuck, I wanted to make love, which she did to me ... And although I was not reciprocated, at least as needed, feeling filled me, restored my hope for a life almost lost in oblivion.
Then came the testagain at 00.05 and I would not let me ... to 00.15 joaquin called me: "hey, this deposition number 38 mean?" all excited. And I thought that was impossible, that was a mistake so I said: "I do not know but it is bad because it can be." Explained it to me, sent me an email ... , 38! I called my mother, who had told him to lie down because I thought I could stop and call the next day. Not caught, 2 nd, either, 3 rd, either ...
I called Angela and told me she was the 8! a test very similar to mine and better record. I was delighted by it while cursing me for not having studied more in the race. But the 107 would have been enough for me, was approved. Gilipoyas I face at least 2 days, people wouldntropología to fill my time from January to July before starting to study again, which was diversifying my life to avoid falling. Now I have the degree, that concerns me tdoel time for practice, I have to prepare the exhibition, study 3 (because it did not arrive at 6 or joke) subjects of the race and ride! and live.
subjects not worry me, are a pleasure to try to enjoy, if I have time I do not study, but the books are there ... waiting to be read, and I started social structure is great. I will help a lot in psychology and in my personal life.
Now to choose ... alfin after find out a little and think much I decided to go to Murcia, as I'm 38 and there are 2 in front of me I do not know ALBACETEif I will run because there are 2 places any more, but this will be my first choice. Good place, call (with the highest salary, just € 1400 instead of 900 € which is normal), close to my mother, my uncles, my friends ...
my friends ...
it sounds.
And the master of Valencia.
and although I have to go to pamplona because there is no place in Murcia and Valencia, I do not mind, I put all my efforts, all my strength and almost all my time on something and has borne fruit.
the next 3 years can be wonderful. if term! you never know when you die.
Now that is so close on 12 April, I have the same age as my father then.
Not that I worry too much but I haveI've been thinking about what would happen.
Option a) my mother was silent, then Joseph may refuse to leave and I threaten it with the police or to clubs, I do not know if he could with me because that was the Civil Guard that know how to defend themselves, and is in the form with swimming.
Option b) my mother gets in my favor, then surely it is no more jose, humiliated.
Option c) my mother supports jose, telling me to calm down and that Joseph does not go, then I do not know what to do. My authority has been undermined, in my home threatening me and my mother supports me, you might say: Mom, if I leave this house instead of him I do not know if I will return so I think very well who you support. (If it supports it is that is totally void and not realizeand so many things he has done wrong, and will continue if he wins. For Rajoy is much worse, wants to abolish gay marriage, making the Ebro Murcia, put a contract on immigrants and who knows what "retrogradeces" rather than make me want to vomit.
good night!
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